I'm not sayin' they're the same things, I know they're not. I said as much to Yellow's face, right? [right, he knows he did that time. he'll pet his head too]

Did you think I was datin' you just to make you quit? That since I got what I wanted I'd just leave you? [scoff] What kinda man you take me for, huh? I know I screw up but I ain't like that. I'm not heartless, and I like you a lot. I mean, I started datin' you 'cause I wanted to date you, too, so, I mean. You know. That. I'm gonna shut up.

[that's embarrassing to say out loud but it's true]